Getting little desperate with money

I didn't try to sound desperate before, but I am. Our money situation is pretty severe right now.
Can barley afford food and barely pay the internet. I'm not sure how we will manage by this month
to be honest.

I really want to sell commissions, but I don't want to ask you to commission me to feel sorry. I want you to
commission me because you like my artwork. But I really don't know what to do at this point. I try to be
very cheap, I tried everything...I just wonder if someone even cares.

My commissions are always opened and never close. Commissions opend, could use some moneyCould use some money..
We are soon about to move to a new place. Commissions would be handy at this point because I won’t have any job at my next destination for a while in till I get back on my feet again. Right now I’m doing acrylic paintings for sale, but also got my regular commissions opened as well.
I don’t want to sound desperate and beg you guys for money, but it is very helpful for me if you are interested and want to commission me. I will show you my commission sheet and the painting I’m about to sell right now.
I will be making more paintings, mostly fanart. I will update the journal again when I got more paintings for sale.
 
Rose Quartz from Steven Universe
Medium:  Acrylic painting, with diamond  (plastic)  sequins and pink/silver glitter.
Size:  27 cm / 10,6 inches x 35 cm/13.7 inches
Price: $ 50 + shipping
Payment: Paypal
Contact: Send a note to me
 
-Commission sheet list-
  if you cant afford whats there. I take any money I could get and draw almost anything. Can customize a price for you or something. Just hope someone listens.